Monday, November 20, 2006
I Feel So FUCKING Used. I'm FUCKING In A Regret. I Wanted My Lacoste Polo T Says "We're Just Friends But I Wanted To Look Nice For You." But I Guess That's Not The Way. Seem To Forget What We Said The Day Before. It Meant Really Important To Me. Well, It's True When They Say I'm Friendly... Sorry To Whom It May Concern. But This Week Seems Not Of What I Expected. I Guess It's All Downhill From Here. My Family A Bitch, They Seem Don't Know Teenagers. I Was Hoping For Prom But Then, The Clothes Were I Expected. I Guess It's True, Don't Expect Too Much And You Wouldn't Get Hurt. FUCKING HURT RIGHT NOW. I'm Just Don't Like To Tell People Directly What I Feel, Cause I Really Emphasise That My Friends Are My Top Priorities. But REALLY, Do You Have To Stab My Back Directly Or Indirectly? I Mean, I'm Not Being Sensitive But Please Uh, Think First Before You Talk Something. I'm Sorry Have To Blog This Angry Blog, Cause I Had Enough Of The Tantrums And Rubbish That I Had Receive. And You Said That You Would Die For Me. Okay-Okay, As A Human, I'm Not Perfect, Therefore... As For Those Whom Want To Know My Weak Points That I'm Aware Of:
I Always Act Smart
I Trust People Too Much
I'm A Spendthrift
Loud
I Think I'm Right
Sensitive
Don't Know When To Shut Up
I Bottle Up My Feelings
Girls
Do Not Have The Looks
Am A Suck-Up
=)! Thanks Daryl, I Really Need To Blog And Express My Feeling. Btw, This Is Not For You Daryl. You Been There For Me.
{/8:55 AM}
Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Monday, November 13, 2006
BORED SICK!
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Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Tommorow, My Last Day Of O'Levels for written exam, Due to the fact that The principle has dropped me from the Humanities And Maths... I was like object to the thought of it at first; But realise that it was a blessing in disquise, as firstly, it helps the school from getting a low failling grade and also i have the whole next year to do it again...
Which i have planned for uh...
I Do Fucking well for my 3 subjects and go to Ite or become a "working class citizen" as quoted by Haqiem.
But will be going back to ping yi in the afternoons for extra studies and ask Miss Goh for help uh...
And Will be taking maths and humanities for private candidate and join my cert....
I Think Ite is the best route for me (I Don't Wanna Say I've given Up In Studies ) as i'm a sort of person that is best doing hands-on...
And its a slower route of success, But atleast i'm still studying.
And, in ITE, i can take a course that's something more practical than Fashion Design; Like, Air-Condition or something That i can drop to, In Case, if my fashion design fails.
Hope My Friends Can Support Me, As I Will Of Their Decision...
I Really Love This Quote By Elijah Woods In Green Street Hooligans
"It's Not Knowing That Your Friends Have Your Back; But It's Knowing That You Have Your Friends' Back"
And I Did This Quiz On "What's Wrong With Me?"
And They Say I'm Tooooooo Friendly, And I'm Better Be Careful Because: "You’re Very Open With People, Which Is Great, But Sometimes Those People Are Wearing Brass Knuckles, Which Is Not Great."
Which I Have Experienced IT!
{/2:02 AM}
Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Ok, I just blog for the fun of it aites. Btw, If your still in the 19th century, I'm Botak. Laugh lar. O levels Start in 21 days. and the results if i drop or not is on monday. I Very2 Scared. My Heartbeat racing. haha. Now i know how the singapore idol finalist feel when they having a result show...
Well, on the happier side of things, i got my first money to spend for Shopping. haha. Got my Shopping List.... Its Damn Difficult to keep on budget. but trying.
Well, I Bought The lacoste T-shirt. haha Very happy. But Yet To Pay Kak Jijah!
This Is The Rest I Want To Buy Withing My Budget Of $150 =)
Shirt (sadistic secret) - $20
Belt Buckle - $50
Black Jeans - $10
Sweater/Cardigen/Jacket - $30
Accessories - $10
Friends - $10
Things That Is Sponsered
Shoes - $100
Watch - $15 Bought
Wallet - $15 Bought
{/9:10 AM}
Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
This Song Is For You, My Love...
Can we last through the winter?
The water's starting to freeze.
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step, falling in front of me.
This body's already aging.
These nights are all ready long.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.
Congratulations, go home now.
Will we last through the winter?
Will we make it to see?
I never wanted a partner and I never loved you,
Now you are free to leave.
This heart is already frozen,
I can't remember to fall.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.
Congratulations, go home now.
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It must be buried under the heart
That makes this pace consistent.
You'll find it torn, that gate's been opened?
I've been wondering if you've been real with us.
It's too late
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It's start, stop and go you've been dying for, you've been dying for.
{/9:30 PM}
Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Well, Alot Of Things Are Happening These Past Few Days. Now, I Feel That My O'Levels Are Not A Priority. I Know I Should Set My Priorities Right. But Friendship Is My Number 1 Priority. I Know This Is Too Ambitious. But I Want Friendship That Really Last Forever. Not HiHiByeBye Friends. And All We Been Through This 3 Years, I Feel That All The Trust We've Been Through Is Just Going To Is Down The Drain After Our Secondary School Life. I Realise That All My Efforts Has Gone To Waste. I Treat Them Like My First Priority And They Treat Me Like A Toy. Because They Know How Much They Mean To Me. And They Know, If They Call Or Sms, I'll Pick Up And Be There Even I Get Screwed By My Family.
Well, I Also Tolerated From Your Crap And I Bottle Them Inside. I Am Not That Happy Go Lucky Then You Think. I Kept My Anger Inside. How I Wish They Understand!
{/8:47 PM}
Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Real Friends Would Not Busterd Each Other. Real Friends Don't Make Empty Promises.
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Make The Same Mistake Twice, Posted.
