MyLoveWasMyDecay

2006-11-20T08:55:00.001-08:00

I Feel So FUCKING Used. I'm FUCKING In A Regret. I Wanted My Lacoste Polo T Says "We're Just Friends But I Wanted To Look Nice For You." But I Guess That's Not The Way. Seem To Forget What We Said The Day Before. It Meant Really Important To Me. Well, It's True When They Say I'm Friendly... Sorry To Whom It May Concern. But This Week Seems Not Of What I Expected. I Guess It's All Downhill From Here. My Family A Bitch, They Seem Don't Know Teenagers. I Was Hoping For Prom But Then, The Clothes Were I Expected. I Guess It's True, Don't Expect Too Much And You Wouldn't Get Hurt. FUCKING HURT RIGHT NOW. I'm Just Don't Like To Tell People Directly What I Feel, Cause I Really Emphasise That My Friends Are My Top Priorities. But REALLY, Do You Have To Stab My Back Directly Or Indirectly? I Mean, I'm Not Being Sensitive But Please Uh, Think First Before You Talk Something. I'm Sorry Have To Blog This Angry Blog, Cause I Had Enough Of The Tantrums And Rubbish That I Had Receive. And You Said That You Would Die For Me. Okay-Okay, As A Human, I'm Not Perfect, Therefore... As For Those Whom Want To Know My Weak Points That I'm Aware Of:
I Always Act Smart
I Trust People Too Much
I'm A Spendthrift
Loud
I Think I'm Right
Sensitive
Don't Know When To Shut Up
I Bottle Up My Feelings
Girls
Do Not Have The Looks
Am A Suck-Up
=)! Thanks Daryl, I Really Need To Blog And Express My Feeling. Btw, This Is Not For You Daryl. You Been There For Me.

2006-11-13T21:22:00.000-08:00

BORED SICK!

2006-11-07T02:02:00.000-08:00

Tommorow, My Last Day Of O'Levels for written exam, Due to the fact that The principle has dropped me from the Humanities And Maths... I was like object to the thought of it at first; But realise that it was a blessing in disquise, as firstly, it helps the school from getting a low failling grade and also i have the whole next year to do it again...

Which i have planned for uh...
I Do Fucking well for my 3 subjects and go to Ite or become a "working class citizen" as quoted by Haqiem.
But will be going back to ping yi in the afternoons for extra studies and ask Miss Goh for help uh...
And Will be taking maths and humanities for private candidate and join my cert....

I Think Ite is the best route for me (I Don't Wanna Say I've given Up In Studies ) as i'm a sort of person that is best doing hands-on...
And its a slower route of success, But atleast i'm still studying.
And, in ITE, i can take a course that's something more practical than Fashion Design; Like, Air-Condition or something That i can drop to, In Case, if my fashion design fails.
Hope My Friends Can Support Me, As I Will Of Their Decision...

I Really Love This Quote By Elijah Woods In Green Street Hooligans
"It's Not Knowing That Your Friends Have Your Back; But It's Knowing That You Have Your Friends' Back"

And I Did This Quiz On "What's Wrong With Me?"
And They Say I'm Tooooooo Friendly, And I'm Better Be Careful Because: "You’re Very Open With People, Which Is Great, But Sometimes Those People Are Wearing Brass Knuckles, Which Is Not Great."
Which I Have Experienced IT!

2006-10-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

Ok, I just blog for the fun of it aites. Btw, If your still in the 19th century, I'm Botak. Laugh lar. O levels Start in 21 days. and the results if i drop or not is on monday. I Very2 Scared. My Heartbeat racing. haha. Now i know how the singapore idol finalist feel when they having a result show...

Well, on the happier side of things, i got my first money to spend for Shopping. haha. Got my Shopping List.... Its Damn Difficult to keep on budget. but trying.

Well, I Bought The lacoste T-shirt. haha Very happy. But Yet To Pay Kak Jijah!

This Is The Rest I Want To Buy Withing My Budget Of $150 =)

Shirt (sadistic secret) - $20

Belt Buckle - $50

Black Jeans - $10

Sweater/Cardigen/Jacket - $30

Accessories - $10

Friends - $10

Things That Is Sponsered

Shoes - $100

Watch - $15 Bought

Wallet - $15 Bought

2006-09-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

This Song Is For You, My Love...

Can we last through the winter?
The water's starting to freeze.
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step, falling in front of me.
This body's already aging.
These nights are all ready long.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.

Congratulations, go home now.

Will we last through the winter?
Will we make it to see?
I never wanted a partner and I never loved you,
Now you are free to leave.
This heart is already frozen,
I can't remember to fall.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.

Congratulations, go home now.

It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.

It must be buried under the heart
That makes this pace consistent.
You'll find it torn, that gate's been opened?
I've been wondering if you've been real with us.

It's too late
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.
It's too late, it's too late, they won't let go.
Follow five footsteps through that open door, open door.

It's start, stop and go you've been dying for, you've been dying for.

2006-09-09T20:47:00.000-07:00

Well, Alot Of Things Are Happening These Past Few Days. Now, I Feel That My O'Levels Are Not A Priority. I Know I Should Set My Priorities Right. But Friendship Is My Number 1 Priority. I Know This Is Too Ambitious. But I Want Friendship That Really Last Forever. Not HiHiByeBye Friends. And All We Been Through This 3 Years, I Feel That All The Trust We've Been Through Is Just Going To Is Down The Drain After Our Secondary School Life. I Realise That All My Efforts Has Gone To Waste. I Treat Them Like My First Priority And They Treat Me Like A Toy. Because They Know How Much They Mean To Me. And They Know, If They Call Or Sms, I'll Pick Up And Be There Even I Get Screwed By My Family.

Well, I Also Tolerated From Your Crap And I Bottle Them Inside. I Am Not That Happy Go Lucky Then You Think. I Kept My Anger Inside. How I Wish They Understand!

2006-08-29T06:28:00.000-07:00

Real Friends Would Not Busterd Each Other. Real Friends Don't Make Empty Promises.

2006-08-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

Bored

2006-08-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

SIAL AR! LETTER from ministry of defence about my ns! ARGH! BOTAK! hahhax

2006-08-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

Well, Today went out with Haqiem.

Last Minute Plans Always Work.

And Haqiem and I realise that, when u like a girl, the girl don't like you but when a girl like u, u ( probability 0.5 ) like her back.

Toms; Got Mock exam For both Art And Chem. And Also VolleyBall Match Against 402!

WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2006-08-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

Feeling Bored, Thus Eat And I'm Getting Fat?

Do I Look Fat? Gosh! I Sound Like A Girl!

2006-08-18T11:48:00.000-07:00

Well, Now It's Saturday 2.44am And I Am Awake Suddenly Playing Th Com. Haha

2006-08-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

I Just Realise I Love Femalograpy. Photography Of Women. But Women Are Complicated Beautiful Cratures And They Ought To Be Respected, But Some Of Them Just Act Too Cheap. Haha!

2006-08-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

Played Soccer With My Brother, Irfan And Daryl... Sheryl Tagged Along and Met Atiqah And Radhea. Irfan just found out that he have a competition

Sad sia!

2006-08-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

well, firstly I got C5 for My Malay, and i Suck at my O'level eng oral. And I maybe will flung my mock exams. I think i will not repeat my malay olvl

- weekends, Sucks

2006-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

]> School Celebrations
]> Ate
]> Watched The Fast And The Furious, Tokyo Drift.
]> Played Pool
]> Watched Fireworks
]> Slacked With Zhi tao And Jan!

2006-08-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

Whoa Firstly, 403 Fought A Tough Game, We Won But Barely. Whhooossshhh. At First, It Was Demoralising Sia, they Were seriously on fire!!! But We Made It Through. With Team Spirit And WHOOOOSSSSHHHH! Haha! You Know How Close, 403 won first set 15-9, Then, We Won the Rest of the set 15-11, and 16-14! See How Close!

Great Game 403!

2006-08-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

WELL, Today I Was Stuck At Home...

3 more days to National Day... And On Tues We Can Wear Anything That Is Red And White... Got already Plann wat i'm going to wear.... I Hope it will stand out from the rest! =)

2006-08-05T21:48:00.000-07:00

I stand corrected. I Wasn't stuck at home, atiqah bought me Along With Radhea! to see the fireworks. It was qool ar hahax. And In Conciedience, We All wore pink. and radhea gave both of us flowers. SO Sweet. apperently The place was crowded. DUH!
Then We went home without eating. So Atiqah Promise to go out on tuesday to watch movie!

2006-08-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

STUCK AT HOME!

2006-08-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

Well, today start the inter-house games. Yesterday,I made a banner that wrote, I Love 401! Most of the classmate says that i'm patriotic. Hahax. Well, We Won The Volleyball 2-1 But 404 Was really great. And We Made A Cheer that when we scored we whould be in a circle and says " WHOOOOOSSSSHHHH!" Cool Right! Next Match 403. Their Good.=) Good Luck. The weekends are here! YAY! Wanna Go OUT!

2006-08-03T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well Today, There's Nothing Much Happen Except.......

WE GOT INTERCLASS GAMES & MY ART CANVAS!

Firstly, our interclass games start tommorrow, playing volleyball against 404. Hope we win...

and lastly, My Art canvas done a major changing. As firstly, the figures on Mrs Tang make their head smaller. that was okay because she makes the head and the body porpotionate. and that was ouhk... Then she commented on my trees. then she said that one of my tree look funny, then out of sudden she added more branches, it was still presentable But then She puts "eyes" And "eyebrows" And that was HORRIBlE. Then she went on and explain on and on about the introduction.....

=) She Msn on Me today....=)
Loves Alif Danial!

2006-08-02T06:43:00.000-07:00

Well, Today, i realised that my phone is officially spoilt. Thisis because of the lcd screen has no light. Thanks To my sister whom had smashed the phone on the ground. She learn how to whine, after meeting nadiah! I think Nadiah has influenced her... I Hope She Would not be Bitchy! hahahax

Well, Today didn't get to talk to her. Just the random msg. Haha. She more busy than i am eventhough i'm taking olevel. hahax

Shit! Tomorrow got art. Miss Ng Gonna Get Bitchy! Hahhax
Whooosh! Tired Lar Seriously Art!

2006-08-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone! Started A New Blog Again. Felt That The Old One Sucks! To Small The Template. Ouh Today, Mrs Julia Woo, talked to all of the class and i realised that i was one of the "Lazy And Not Putting Much Effort" But I'm Trying My Best, Seriously. Although Academic Is not my strong points! And I Made A NEW FRIEND! Her Name Is Elyssa Iman! Very Shy Person. But Actually She Really2 Friendly... Hope To Hear From YOu! hahax